green day -21 guns


do you know what's worth fighting for,
when it's not worth dying for?
does it take your breath away
and yuo feel yourself suffocating?

does the pain weigh out the pride?
and you look for a place to hide?
did someone break your heart inside?
you're in ruins

one,21 guns
lay down your arms
give up the fight
one,21 guns
throw up your arms into the sky,
you and i

when you're at the end of the road
and you lost all sense of control
and you're throughts have taken their toll
when your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
your faith walks on broken glass
and the hangover doesn't pass
nothing's ever built to last
you're in ruins

one,21 guns
lay down your arms
give up the fight
one,21 guns
throw up your arms into the sky,
you and i

did you try to live on your own
when you burned down the house and home?
did you stand too close to the fire?
like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

when it's time to live and let die
and you can't get another try
something side this heart has died
you're in ruins


one,21 guns

lay down your arms

give up the fight

one,21 guns

throw up your arms into the sky,
you and i

 

    又是一年毕业时，我给师妹发短信“不要急，慢慢来”，自己心里却渐渐开始着急。

Sky 12:12:19
你上次跟我谈话就像是你倾向于安静的生活
shi 12:12:30
我已经忘了跟你说过什么了
Sky 12:12:40
 
shi 12:12:48
我倾向于在生活上要安静
shi 12:12:54
不是倾向于安静的生活
shi 12:13:08
骨子里还是有种不安分的东西
Sky 12:13:10
咬文嚼字
Sky 12:13:21
去听林忆莲的一个人
shi 12:13:30
没有，是真的，这种东西时不时地跑出来，就让人很矛盾

 

     一直告诉自己要忍耐，总有忍过去的一天，或许黎明前更黑暗？看着那些例行的东西，实在不想逼自己去做，出现一点想做的事情，就努力地想抓住。可是在这些例行工作的掩埋下，我抓不住。我总劝别人不要急，却也知道这种心里的焦灼感有时候是让人无能为力的。回学校的时候，我嘴上念叨着想去看看老板，ben鄙视我不行动，哪知道我是心里发虚。

     想起两年前坐在图书馆里对着一大堆资料抱怨的时候，想起郭老师的那句“至少我们还有专业”。